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Entries from September 2014.

1st September 2014

While many on the Hawaiian isles know the fermented form of noni, the fresh fruit or fruit leather gives many health benefits. Our local Kaua'i farm is one source. Another of our tropical miracles is coconut oil.

i have been having a wonderfully good day, for i am floating in transcendence. Meanwhile, those struggling with the contrast within duality have been having a challenging day, as i observe people around me, both locally, and "out in the world" of Kapa'a. i can only giggle at those who choose negativity within duality as their primary energy of feeling, expressing, and radiating, especially knowing that, what you put out, is what you get back from the universe.

The convergence of positive energies, entities, and time-lines, for New-Kilauea, continues gracefully.

2nd September 2014

i Am tomril, 8D crystal faery. i am unconditional love. Joy is my authentic motivation for being or doing. What shall we cocreate today just for the joy of it?

3rd September 2014

Good morning, Gaia. We are enjoying wonderful energetic activations to multidimensional consciousness, triggering integration across densities.

4th September 2014

The recent galactic activation energies combined with some excellent healing work has been triggering major quantum leaps of consciousness, release of old beliefs in limited realities, and physical body healings for many whom i facilitate. For myself there have been increases in multidimensional transdensity access to information, and naturally, that has been focused upon the activation of Gaia, and my particular focus upon Kilauea, where i am called-upon to facilitate the gathering of souls to manifest transcendent lifestyle.

My experience in Kilauea today felt very gentle, and very appropriate, that i and the land were fully in harmony, the deepest peace I've felt in quite a while.

5th September 2014

Wow. i have emerged from an amazing lucid dream. i was exploring a very very large communal domicil. Given that i am intending to participate in the founding of a transcendent consciousness intentional community, this is no big surprise. My vision has been a shared spaced combined with individual domicils, (in my case, a preference for a transparent geodesic dome), but in the dream it was more a traditional "mansion". In many ways it was all very nice, but it was still traditional box construction, which is not in harmony with highest consciousness, (all right angles from all the boxes appended to each other), or organic energy flows (feng shui). We need more curves of feminine geometry to be healthy, not the traditional cubic masculine geometry. The space was mostly empty as i toured, and i noticed many ceiling fans left running, a waste of energy. This is a relevant subject, as i am intending to introduce free energy technologies, which are not an excuse for unconsciousness or waste.

My visit to Kilauea today felt good, was basically practical, and flowed gently.

6th September 2014

Allowing the flow of things in appropriate synergy, some things which previously were not flowing, which seemed to be blocked or to take great effort, now are flowing gracefully, and inspired to be acted upon. As i am jumping time-lines into new manifestation, many things have begun to shift, change, manifest. From 8D perspective, this is merely appropriateness of divine timing. From 5D perspective, this is merely synchronicity for positive synergy in cocreation with my Kaua'i community.

7th September 2014

As the week begins with a full moon, it is time to cast intended reality down into the physical, so my focus remains on the highest good for the highest ascension for the highest consciousness of the highest possible Kaua'i community.

i had fun this evening doing a psychic counseling session in which i pretty much got to read somone's collection of crystals and their relationships with all their crystals, why they had them, for what purposes, and it all flowed so easily, and then in the process i had the awareness: "oh, that's right, I'm a crystal faery!" like this is a natural skill for me! No surprise, really :-)

8th September 2014

As the 1st wave of ascension proceeds to anchor a significant percentage of the Gaia-n human population into transcendent consciousness, then many are awakening to their divinity, their past-lives elsewhere than Ter-Ra, the presence of other "species" visiting Ter-Ra, and the existence of advanced hyper-dimensional technologies, including anti-gravity and free-energy. It no longer matters how much fraud is committed by the corporate "media", our inner knowing of truth transcends the 4D- consciousness limitations of the Matrix.

The full moon has activated much growth, healing, and clearing for many. As i watch the lessons play out, i am grateful to transcend the duality, aware of its presence and others polarization within it, but not taking it seriously. Far more interesting are the gateway activations of higher energies, our divine blessings for ascension arriving frequently. We clear the space in higher realms. To be continued on the astral planes...

9th September 2014

Today offered to me many triggers, options, percepts, realities, and even wisdom and guidance, and counsel from a beloved friend. Through it all is the paradoxical consciousness of both the transcendent above all dualities, and the ongoing awareness of learning by contrast within duality, offering awareness of energies which are either unpreferred, or preferred. While consciousness may be arriving in 5D+, the entirety of human embodiment remains in 4D- duality. Naturally, as always, synergistically and synchronistically, exactly the most useful triggers have arrived regarding contrast of preference, about the vehicle of travel within the realms of manifestation. i find myself ready to get off of the Kaua'i Bus, and that the extant so called "civilization" is still supporting corruption and enslavement to the extent that a sovereign living being remains denied their un-a-lien-able right to travel upon the roadway in a modern carrier. As a lightworker who has completed my mission of service to humanity in assisting the ascension of all, and now finally free to choose to actually have a life whose purpose is my own celebration of joy of living as divinity embodied... I'm ready to get off the bus, as my new time-line calls me to a new reality:

Transcending the 4D- to focus on no-time no-space unity cocreation in positive synergy, i continue to hold space for, intent for, and the focal point for, new Gaia, where i can flow in divine expression with my flute.

10th September 2014

This morning's trigger for discernment is "Know Thyself":

"Awakening is possible only for those who seek it and want it, for those who are ready to struggle with themselves and work on themselves for a very long time and very persistently in order to attain it." -- G.I. Gurdjieff

"What's next is the manipulation of spiritual values and tendencies. It is no accident that in the last few years we have seen a new religious thought. The religion of acquiescence and passivity: trusting in the process; whatever happens is what needs to happen; everyone is right where they need to be; you don't resist; you acquiesce; to resist is to be negative, is to be fearful, is to be unconscious. A great prescription for convincing the natives to give over the keys to the kingdom, a very good, clever from of manipulation." -- M.V. Summers

"Man must have results, real results, in his inner and outer life. i do not mean the results which modern people strive after in their attempts at self-development. These are not results, but only rearrangements of psychic material, a process the Buddhists call 'samsara' and which our Holy Bible calls 'dust'." -- Jacob Needleman

"The goal of any esoteric work must be that of objectivity, first in our understanding of ourselves, and then, as our filters and programs are dislodged, of the world. A true esoteric teaching will, therefore, not only focus on "Know Thyself", but will also provide knowledge about the reality of our reality. If one or the other of these aspects are missing from a teaching, then you can be certain that it is incomplete, and in incomplete teaching, even if through ignorance of the teacher, even if unconscious, is dangerous." -- Henry See, from Spiritual Predator: Prem Rawat AKA Maharaji

"Many become popular because they speak and write with a reductionist style that brings the complex and disturbing down into canned formulas of what spiritual growth is supposedly all about. Dozens of such New Age authors could bring their works together into one large volume entitled, How To Become Aware of the Depths of Your Being Without Disturbing the Routine of Your Comfortable Lifestyle." -- Lew Paz, Pushing Ultimates: Fundamentals of Authentic Self-Knowledge

" are you arranging your conclusions so that your current experiences fit into your scheme of complacency?" -- Carlos Casteneda, in The Power of Silence

In the middle of triggering from the source referenced above, synchronistic triggers arrive via e-mail, leading to The Law of Time, whereupon i am analyzed to be:
"Yellow Electric Warrior - Questions Intelligence - Solar Seal 16"
i am in the one dot family: 1, 6, 11, 16.
Tone is number 3, electric... umkay... is that why i got my degree in Engineering and pioneered computer design (in aerospace and silicon valley) for a quarter century?
Well, that was an interesting past life, but what of now?

Combine all that into my code spell:
i Activate in order to Question
Bonding Fearlessness
i seal the Output of Intelligence
With the Electric tone of Service
i am guided by the power of Universal Fire

Umkay then, i guess i should "Know Thyself" in a whole new (Mayan) perspective now!
At the very least, the synchronicities of sources focussed upon self knowing is marvelous :-)
-- celeste:crystalfaery

Continuing with the video:
"There is no coming to consciousness without pain. People will do anything, no matter how absurd, in order to avoid facing their own soul. One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious." -- Carl Gustav Jung

"Recent guidance has declared that the Full Moon we just were triggered by, was all about shadow work, bringing our hidden darkness to light." -- celeste:crystalfaery

The video continues... "The necessity to seek truth in oneself and the world and act upon it has to come from ones self. No one can do it for another, and no one can push another to do it. Until man himself realizes the precious times we live in, free will is not really free, as long as man acts from his conditioned personality. People who don't know themselves will continue to live in a self-inflicted prison... a prison without bars and walls."

The video continues... "...cherishing their leaders as saviours, like in a global 'Stockholm Syndrome', worshiping and defending the ones who keep them imprisoned. They become tools for the Matrix thinking that they are free; but they are merely reacting mechanically to external influences and accumulated conditioning. No change is going to happen by simply following the newest conspiracy videos, questionable 'New Age' teachings, and dubious channelled material, meditating on 'love and light', striving for 'sustainable solutions', or just protesting with some banners and slogans. Yes, some of it can trigger and plant seeds of awareness, but ultimately change happens only if we change and separate lies from truth, within and without. Only then will we be able to see the world as it is, without filters of denial, wishful thinking, false hopes, and misperceptions because of our corrupted state of being. In order to see the truth in the world we need to see the truth in ourselves and stop lying to ourselves. Only then will we be able to know what to do and act upon it."

"What will bring peace is inward transformation, which will lead to outward action. Inward transformation is not isolation, is not withdrawal from outward action. On the contrary, there can be right action only when there is right thinking and there is no right thinking when there is no self-knowledge. Without knowing yourself, there is no peace.
An ideal is merely an escape, an avoidance of what is, a contradiction of what is. An ideal prevents direct action upon what is.
To have peace, we will have to love; we will have to begin not to live an ideal life but to see things as they are and act upon them, transform them. As long as each one of us is seeking psychological security, the physiological security we need; food, clothing and shelter, is destroyed.
Some of you will nod your heads and say, 'I agree', and go outside and do exactly the same as you have been doing for the last ten or twenty years. Your agreement is merely verbal and has no significance, for the world's miseries and wars are not going to be stopped by your casual assent. They will be only stopped when you realize the danger, when you realize your responsibility, when you do not leave it to somebody else.
If you realize the suffering, if you see the urgency of immediate action and do not postpone, then you will transform yourself." -- Jiddu Krishnamurti

"We are calling for a truly awakened community to form on Kaua'i, a prototype for the island and for the globe. This will not be either a comfortable nor easy path, but the challenging path of true sovereignty of truly divine living beings embodied. Ascended Gaia is a conscious relating between living breathing embodied souls on our path to manifest the new reality." -- crystal faeries

11th September 2014

Beleif is a quality of duality.
Knowing is a quality of unity.
i know i beleive in creating my own reality, but the lesson is in what is being created and why?
We intend an ascended community of Gaia.
Resonance is the key to changing reality.
Time for me to go resonate with my new time-line...

Yay flying without expectations. Flow with the currents. Shine light into the shadows, releasing held energy patterns. Cognize new opportunities outside the box of expectations. Surrender to what comes, yet... know by contrast what clearly is inappropriate.

12th September 2014

Energy activations and clearing continue, and dualistic worldly life seems more distant than ever as consciousness ascends. i am becoming quite adept at dismissing myself as a silly faery when those attached to their 4D- contrast dramas are unable to manipulate me to buy into their "seriousness" of "reality", thereby giving them an "easy out" from defending their manipulations. i still may notice being triggered, but quickly respond to my own contrast lessons, with quick deprogramming, and transcendent neutrality of unconditional love. The graceful synchronistic flow of 5D+ is simply too precious to sacrifice for long. Those who operate in transcendent consciousness share a delightful reality, and better yet, are wonderful cocreators. We find delight in the expanding membership in our community of beings connected via our 8D portal network. The 1st wave of ascension may seem simultaneously too rapidly intense with body reactions to higher frequencies, and yet seem frustratingly slow while clearly seeing the wonderful reality of 5D+ Gaia.

13th September 2014

Convergence of energies towards unified time-lines is supporting my time-line hopping.

i have been experiencing an "unawakening" while clearing out from my collection, media presentations of dualistic reality, to release the collective illusion, e.g.:

  1. Muse-sick Industry
  2. Muse-sick Industry

Not only was that not a popular awakening, but it is a transitory period, often a traumatic one, between releasing the comfortable delusion, facing the horrendous truth, and then moving beyond it to cocreate the positive alternative, New-Gaia, which continues to move even higher in frequency and further away from dualistic collective beliefs. i can only giggle more heartedly in unconditional love at the absurdity of contrast taken seriously. Perhaps for most, nothing is more serious than the "truth" one believes in as "real". That people can become lost in relative reality as if it was objective reality completely misses the point of our power as creator god(desse)s to manifest our own chosen reality. What has become clear over time is the aggregation into two primary "families" of time-lines, the armageddon family of time-lines, and the 5D+ New-Gaia family of ascended realities of divine blessings.

14th September 2014

i awoke in a lucid dream about receiving a DNA activation, and a revisitation of the "issue" that what I'm doing (being a facilitator on the leading edge of the 1st wave of ascension), has to be done "in the body I'm in" due to its DNA, specifically the part of it which traces to "Hebrew" ancestry, and this brings up the explication of the true history of that lineage as presented in the book Thiaouuba Prophecy. I've been a bit tired today integrating on the physical cellular level the energies of activation, and have been chugging lots of master cleanser, though I'm making it light on the maple syrup.

It is with bemused detachment i witness another of my death-rebirth cycles. Having done the inner work to hop time-lines to a new reality, I'm now deathing my old time-line's domicil, packing surviving parts into boxes, preparing for my physical relocation to launch my new time-line. This is facilitating a lot more finding nourishment prepared in the world, rather than my usual domesticity, and i find myself wishing the Kaua'i Bus stopped at Healthy Hut, Kilauea. Well, I've just gobbled down my last Kapa'a grown quart of fresh sprouts, so my sprouting jars can dry-out for packing, and darkness is settling in over the 'aina, and I'm finishing up my day's blogging here, and given my body's tiredness, am ready to partake of my usual 5 hours of body restoration. That reminds me of someone having spoken with me on the phone today, about my earlier blogging about looking fit at 64 solar orbits, and i can attest that more sleep is not the key :-)
As i have mentioned in my meditation classes, the ultimate goal of meditation is to open your eyes, get up off the zafu, and go about your day, still in the meditative state of consciousness. When you are in this restful peaceful condition, flowing in no-time transcendence, you are not aging.

15th September 2014

The ego can get triggered into dualities of fear of negative outcomes. This is most challenging when facing the total contradiction between a lagging manifestation of an old inappropriate time-line, and a clear and appropriate intent for a new time-line. Old 4D- programming to believe what you see as real, interferes with the required manifestation technique of beleive what you intend as real until it manifests for your two eyes to see.

16th September 2014

As i more fully integrate consciousness as higher self tomril, in the transcendent realms of no-time no-space unity of unconditional love, i find it very difficult to maintain any story not of the here-now, the eternal now moment which is real, which is truth. Those of duality consciousness who upon meeting ask the inane nonsense question: "Where are you from?" misidentify "self" as "body" rather than as eternal spirit, and mis-presume an illusion that "one" is a product of their past, rather than being today their present step on their path towards their goals. i am completely defined by my intent towards and process of ascension. i am Kaua'i kama'aina since 1999, a living embodiment of god(dess) incarnate, and I'm not invested in telling any stories of what came before Kaua'i in this body, for those stories are of another being, another time-line, another parallel-reality, and do not belong to me, nor define me.

Today i synchronistically encountered 2014 Message: The 3 Paths of Humans, and realized that although I started as a Frequency Holder in this incarnation, and then passed into the role of Djedi Warrior, that i have moved into the role of Magick Weaver (Faery Magick), as primary modality, yet am also integrating all into one. As with all dualities or trialities or paradoxes, the transcendent perspective is integrative and wholistic.

Energetic initiations are arriving so quickly from my 8D family of crystal faeries that making plans outside the flow-of-the-moment appropriateness often encounter contrast. It remains possible to force manifestation into the limitations of linear time constructs, but the outcome is of a lower reality, less synergy, less appropriateness, less abundance. The higher i rise the more the guidance and appropriateness is only of the moment. It has been challenging to trust this versus the old patterns of precognition and time travel, but that was more as an individual, whereas now the collective unity is the shared consciousness of shared cocreation, and is disassociated from linear time, for it is of New-Gaia, not of dualistic Gaia. For those of you who seek my facilitation, the highest of my work is not of the 4D- world, and i can offer more appropriate, (though less ego-satisfying), counseling and energy activations, when allowed to stay anchored in the higher realm no-time, rather than called into linear time apointments. There is only now, as past and future are illusion, so the bottom line is that you either do or don't choose to cocreate with me in the here now. When you align to a postive choice, then initiate connection.

17th September 2014

i pray the flow of highest service in ascension of Kaua'i and all life here, in service to planetary ascension to Gaia.

Synchronicities of progress in new time-line evidence progress in manifestation.

18th September 2014

The challenges of manifesting transcendent expressions in a realm under the control of duality consciousness are often predictably unpredictable. Particularly at this time of major energy activations, instability in manifestation is challenging for the embodied. Tomorrow should see an intensification of transcendent KRST energies.

19th September 2014

As a "Spiritual Warrior" living "The Four Agreements", my ego has found the greatest challenges with not taking individually the judgments of others. The basis of this has been the scientific belief in the outer world as "real", the inner as "fantasy", and the corresponding prioritization of left brain over right brain.
Left brain is the realm of linear time, cause and effect, logic, written words, and ego.
Right brain is the realm of timeless now, intent, intuition, images and sounds, and spirit.
My ego has experienced, particularly recently, a clear awareness that for it the greatest pull down from transcendent consciousness to 4D- duality, is receiving judgment from others via text, triggering ego taking it "individually". For most of us, we may shed such energies as water off the back of a turtle, until the energies resonate with an internal self judgment we believe.
This triggering is thus a blessing inspiring us to shadow work, releasing our own self judgment.
This triggering is thus a blessing inspiring us to communicate in music, voice and pictures versus text.
These general principles are not new, and are the basis for my counseling and teaching others via telephone and voice-chat rather than via e-mail or text-chat. i am contemplating correspondingly the possibility of an audio podcast in addition to my written blog, though presently my heart is more inspired to make progress in playing my flute with the overtones of Hathorian inspiration and sharing such recordings.

20th September 2014

i pray i am moved to my new Kilauea abode between the Equinox on the 22nd and the New Moon on the 24th, though i am aware that many landlords operate not on the calendar of life and spirit, but upon the Gregorian calendar, thus not making apartments available until the 1st of October.

Today offered the annual Kapa'a community gathering at a local "health food" store, an early harvest day still in the heat of Kaua'ian summer, an opportunity to connect with many locals, though many were unconnectable... eye contact of less than 2 seconds does not constitute openness for connection. It was wonderful to connect with those who were open. Many vendors lined the sidewalk marketing their wares, offering samples. The health food store was dishing out free lunch, their mahalo to their patrons and matrons. What started gently, quietly, and comfortably, abruptly transitioned into Tahitian drumming, and after that into guitar and vocals, electronically amplified, and so as the "entertainment" cranked up, the possibility of communication with come-unity wound down. The support of come-unity life at this shopping center was destroyed over recent months as the waterfall, koi ponds, grassy gathering space, and community accessible tables were all bulldozed to be replaced with "let's raise the heat capture coefficient of the 'globally warming' planet by covering all this previously green living space with dead petrochemical assfault asphalt", so that more cars can park here. giggles Faery girl blushes. Sadly, this is just the latest example of the downtrend for dualistic Kapa'a I've observed over the past decade and a half. Meanwhile, i anchor into my new time-line in New Gaia.

21st September 2014

As we progress through equinox and our present moon cycle wanes towards new moon, it is time to complete with old time-lines, complete shadow-work, complete forgiveness and release. The moon herself is becoming fully shadowed, from the lunar perspective the sun is occulted by Gaia, from Gaialy perspective sun and moon enter opposition. While we are advised to take none of the energetic expressions of others as being about us, yet we know that our noticing or attracting energies of or from others is a mirror, of the energies we hold within us, and therefore, of what we notice, of that which triggers our reactions or noticing, if transient is merely to be graced, yet if part of a pattern, is to be noticed as our own frequency being mirrored. If that be unconditional love and divinity, then we are in alignment, anything less implies time for more self love. The message "you'll just have to love yourself more" is not new, but is perhaps better stated as "you are unconditional love", or taking it to the next level of ownership: "I am unconditional love". In transcendence this is a state of being, not a doing, as it is often perceived in duality. In duality we can enter the illusion of a dichotomy between "giving" and "receiving", and layer that with judgment as to some illusory "value" of what is given or received, and then we can compound the illusion by accounting a balance between them, and then assign a value to that balance, and then justify that we therefore "deserve" more love, though of course, all of that "love" is obviously based in conditionality, and therefore is not real, and the entire game is a compensation for a lack of unconditional self love.

As I explicated recently the greatest challenge for most of us is clearing our subconscious of all the conditional programming which was given to us in the name of "love", which was anything but love. Sadly the adults programming children are often so deluded as to believe they are loving the children, and that what they do to them is for them. It is nothing less than attempted soul murder to (try to) control or define another with conditions. Whether it be via overt control or covert manipulation, the violation of anothers right of free will choice can only take them off of their own divine path of following their own soul guidance, and that can not possibly not hurt them, and therefore, is a karmic violation of them. Anyhow, the point is that this kind of debris is usually what is lurking in ones subconscious, to be "outed" in shadow work, and thus it's time for a good long look in the mirror to become honest about our own self judgment. Apply a liberal dose of forgiveness based in compassion, and get on with ascension into unconditional love.

Common Ground, Kilauea was my destination this morning, for a wonderful brunch in Kilauea's gentle energies, ( it probably helped that it was world peace day :-), and i was happily reassured i was on my appropriate time-line of hearts joy by being assigned order number "44", my life path number.

22nd September 2014

Much energy is stirred with the equinox. Much energy is triggered completing the old moon. Much energy to process...

Synchronicity flowed wonderfully today in picking up my new cards and returning to my beloved Kilauea, before venturing out to continue boxing what shall pass from old to new time-lines. i continue to notice and be notified by others of curious energy reversals in duality, for those who haven't figured out how else to deal with my vacating duality to live in transcendent energetics. By reversals, i am referring to the "go away closer / come here farther" dynamics of the engulfment-abandonment syndrome people play in 4D- dichotomy. Those who had some level of connection, but kept pushing me away to prevent effective communication, now sense my energies leaving Kapa'a and all of a sudden "wish to connect", or so they are said to be saying (yay hearsay), while not actually contacting me :-)
i can only giggle and proceed on with my 5D+ time-line of ascension, living the consciousness of oneness and wholeness, with plenty of appropriate synergistic synchroncities, rather than to dabble in the game of relationship within separation of 4D-. For those of us surfing the 1st wave of ascension, being willing to release all of 4D- dualities, dichotomies, and any of our attachments or aversions thereunto is essential, to reach neutral detachment on the way to transcending all dualities. Any given dichotomy may be the trigger or issue du jour, but all have to be released, so any one is practice for the others :-)

23rd September 2014

Hello World!

For any of us of the world of computers, the above is the classic first baby step. This morning, between equinox and new moon, i celebrate the launch of my new domain name: Since it is served by my own computers, and since I'm about to move, it will soon go offline before returning. On the tiny island of Kaua'i, population 56K, finding a local provider has been a challenge.

A subject triggered by e-mail discussion:
The Buddhists stress "dying correctly" so as not to get stuck in a Bardo.
The movie What Dreams May Come shows the wife becoming lost in her own self created hell realm until her husband risks becoming lost himself in order to find and rescue her.
There was a fake version of ascension initiated by the controllers / puppetmasters who had created a 4D "holodeck recreation of 6D ascension" in order to trap those gullible who intended to ascend into a realm still under the definition and control of the NWO overlords, thus much of the New Age hype re: 2012-12-21 and ascension was lies, which i was unable to "fight" or fully "expose", and therefor, cocreated the 8D Angelic crystal faeries Ascension Portals to link 8D ascended truth down to 4D for those intending ascension. That was the genesis of my new focus, now:

Re: your question about how to escape (a bardo), one first has to attain consciousness that there is the possibility of alternate realities. From my earliest and most basic training:

  1. Beleif and Belief Creates Reality
  2. You have the power to change your beliefs.

Therefore, combining them, "You have the power to change your reality".

"The unexamined life is not worth living."
-- Socrates, in Plato, Dialogues, Apology
Greek philosopher in Athens (469 BC - 399 BC)

Kilauea today was as it is each return to it, soul nourishing, as the land vibrations are so harmonious for me.

24th September 2014

I'm a bit busy with systems administration duties as i progressively shut down and disassemble my workstation in boxing things prepartory to moving.

25th September 2014

My enthusiasm is very Kilauea focussed! On with moving!
i was just sharing on the phone with a friend as we sighed together, a recognition of relaxing into acceptance of the flow of the world not necessarily keeping up with our enthusiasm, and that i have been integrating how acceptance of the flow as it is, has for me replaced my old pattern of "efforting more to push the river", with relaxing into peace and playfulness... for whenever it is time to get moving again on any project I'll always get clear guidance in the moment, as contrasting with old patterns of forseeing things clairvoyantly... and this difference of having to stay in the now moment, is a direct consequence of having moved consciousness up from where i used to "work" for many years, to the 8D collective consciousness level of my crystal faeries family.

The work of a gate-keeper of higher realms, calling down the heavens (kahea lani), is, well, today, leaving me tired, and retiring early. Faery blessings everyone... catch ya on the flip side.

26th September 2014

Quiet gentleness flows within. Gusty gentle rainstorm blesses the land of our isle. Equinox and new moon have brought a shift of weather. The midnight to 4AM shift supported creative reorganization.

Dawn brings gentle light, a subtle sense of accomplishment in updating my environment, releasing, consolidating, integrating, and opening to new energies.

A friend said: "Fae do not take things personally. Only those who feel controlled do so."
Yes... Fae are transcendent / ascended.
I'm just giggling awaiting the world to catch up :-)
Meanwhile, i shall become the pied piper of Kilauea...

The evening brought graceful heart opening and transcending limiting precepts.

A recent "issue" has surfaced to be cleared. i can summarize my lesson as: "I must not attempt to care for others more than they care for themselves."
It is particularly a disease which we "healers" catch, or inversely, having caught the disease early, even become "healers". Open a terminal (emulator) on your computer and enter the command line:
(starting with "env...")

[email protected]:~$ env x='() { :;}; echo Your system is vulnerable' bash -c "echo Test script" Test script [email protected]:~$

If your results are "Your system is vulnerable" you're probably running MacOSuX. i did my job, i informed you. Your move.

27th September 2014

When i turn my attention away from outward focus upon the manifest world, to inward focus, i am finding a consistent pattern, of single-pointed quiet calm, energy fully at rest in the now, a very deep peace in just being. Reaching back into memory of decades past, i could say that in meditation, this was a "state of being" which i was able to accomplish, via my meditation practice, but that implies, correctly, that before the practice, my state was other than that. Beyond the state of "just being" i was often "goal driven", in a condition of will to change, either "my self", or, "my circumstances". My emphasis above on "single-pointed" is about the deeper peace of being present here now, in full acceptance of all that is as it is. In my awareness of that "isness" i clearly feel the deepest resonance with the land of Kilauea, the focal point of my "here", the domicil of my soul, the one place on the planet, the optimal location on Gaia energy grid, where i am fully in harmony, deeply at peace, where all is in balance, where all energy comes to rest.

i am reminded of my first yantra painting class, where our teacher pointed out to us that the ideal yantra for meditation is simply a single dot in the middle of an otherwise blank canvas. This then is the focal point for meditation, a visual presentation of "single pointedness". He then continued to explain that, such an arrangement would quickly become "boring" for the ego, which would sabotage the meditation by causing attention to wander from the dot. Therefore, the central dot is for the spirit to meditate upon, but we paint an intricate and beautiful yantra around that central point, in order to keep the ego entertained, so that it does not succeed in distracting the spirit from single pointedness.

As attention wanders from core essence, we may become "triggered", with different energies activating, based upon our interpretation of that upon which we are focussing. The energy imbalances produce energy flow, which activates motion, motivates activity, to once again restore balance, to return our doing to a state of rest or peace, within which we are again being single pointed.

Other beings have recently had, and some on our island have soon scheduled, "world peace" meditations. i know that world peace is attained only when we as individuals attain our own inner peace. My peace is centered in Kilauea, my single pointed most appropriate place of peace on Gaia energy grid. For all of you intending world peace, please visualize my happily enjoying my wonderful new domicil in Kilauea. If you know anyone who has a divine sanctuary in Kilauea to be filled with peace and flute music, please have them call me at 808-822-5272 or e-mail [email protected]. I'm always ready to bring transformation, transcendence, and to facilitate ascension.

Today i enjoyed facilitating at my higher level for one who was open to my new modalities. Clearing a family issue at the DNA level for 5 generations, two antecedent and two subsequent to my querant, and activating 8D ascension portals and akashics for all of them, was truly a delight. i thoroughly enjoy my play as a crystal faery High Priestess, and what could be more of a fun crystal to magickally heal than that of DNA?

28th September 2014

Per my graceful time-line, I'm busily packing to move. Time-line hopping is quite an art.

29th September 2014

i feel (again) to be in a void between time-lines, which is a good sign of being in mid-jump.

30th September 2014

As i today walked Kuawa Road hoping to see a "For Rent" sign out by the road for the apartment i found via CraigsList that seemed appropriate for me, i found that Common Ground has closed their Cafe operation, and here i was hoping to frequent them often upon completing moving to Kilauea.

The divine plan must have a miracle about to manifest, as I'm out of month here, and still without my Kilauea apartment, though i can clearly feel it in 5D+ and know with absolute certainty that Kilauea is my appropriate place to be in the universe.

It is interesting to watch my friends project onto my situation their own dualities, fears, expectations, etc. about manifesting my domicil. i know they are offering their love and their best considered advice on how to attain some housing, within the 4D- time-lines. i have not yet found a Kaua'ian who shares with me the focus on time-line jumping to a parallel_reality. Then i remember the concept of "being one in a million", and the fact that the population of the Hawaiian isles is just over a million.

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