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Entries from June 2013.

2013-06-04.fae
3rd June 2013
[angelic_portal-y0iwzqnvdom]

On 2013-06-04 tomril via the celeste:crystalfaery incarnation announced the cocreation and invocation of, an 8D Angelic crystal faeries [A]scension Portal, and an energy template including the pre-fall consciousness grid of Lemuria together upon Kaua'i to bring the presence of now 4D manifestation of Faery realm reality from the 9D angelics [a]scension codes, and the new tomril crystal faeries [a]scension codes carried by tomril from the tomril crystalline universe and seeded in the ishnaan world of Sirius-B, are now allowing the fae to better arrive and facilitate our now 4D (since 2012-12-21 solstice) embodied reality. This brings us a quantum leap forward on Kaua'i, and, is going to flush incompatibile frequencies from Kaua'i. Restoring the divine garden template is a non trivial mission, for which everyone can help, just by being willing to allow the possibility.

This first public notice of assuming kuleana for the Garden Island Kaua'i by the tomril family of 8D Angelic crystal faeries, was silently accepted as of 2013-07-04, in dimensions 8D down through 4D, in Kaua'i Sovereign Space.

This is the most recent manifestation of our 8D [a]scension energetics, serving only the downward flow portion of the individual portals... it is intended to be placed as a blessing for a group of entities, and / or for a "place" to be blessed. Since these portals carry both a specific frequency range for activation of those receiving the energetics, and the akashic records information (the portal templates), anyone visiting the "space" of such a portal is both uplifted energetically towards the frequency of the 8th Density, and is provided (if aware and willing) with a copy of the template through the portal, which they may then activate and manifest as their own individual [a]scension portal. This is the model of portal which celeste invoked into manifestation, specifically for the island of Kaua'i. Since then celeste has been creating other copies where requested. It is a particular mission of celeste to maintain the integrity and presence of this portal for Kaua'i.

Faery blessings, celeste.


2013-06-08.fae
8th June 2013

My rebirth was over a year in process. On this 18th annum of my arrival on the Lemurian mountain tops, i announced to my clairvoyant meditation class that i was stepping down from my traditional role of teaching, and would merely be one of the beings sitting in our circle; that we were all both students and teachers. A year later i found every one of these awesome beings to be fully empowered with their own divinity, and happily playing with the new ascension portals i had developed, and tested amongst the group. Truly we had enjoyed synergistic mutual support for our growth.


2013-06-12.fae
11th June 2013

My higher self handed me an 8D portal as the answer to my prayers, that i was not happy being embodied in 4D- reality. i must do what i must do with the portal, though nobody else seems to comprehend it. It is a brand new creation in the whole of the universe. I'm still comprehending it, but it is my life now; working with this energy template from 8D, cocreated with 9D angelics. I'm mostly altering 7D now to match it, pulling through 8D energy patterns with which to heal lower realms. i can't be in the old reality. i must do my new thing. When i could not exit the body, i forced a change. i am that change. My path is that change. i am reborn. i still have a 4D- body, but most of my perspectives through the day are flowing 8D. i can't carry on the usual conversations. I'm not in the old reality, i may be around, but it cannot be as it was. I'm getting very clear that especially with the Hathors included in this, with my new flute, much of this is about sound now. i can barely deal with me, I'm changing so fast. i can't even begin to feel half alive in the old reality. I'm doing all i can to share the 8D portal energetics with Kaua'i!


 [Lemuria]

As i continue to "move" all of my dreams and energies to rebirth and repurpose my life into greater wholeness, i am finding wonderful appreciation for those amazing beings who have shared the journey with me. We are a spiritual family of mutual support for our individual growth paths, or, you just happened to be in the way as the crystal faery flew by and showered you with faery magick dust :-)

A large part of my recent rebirth, which took over a year, involved change of primary role in life from "teacher" and "healer" to "faery magician", and a deeper integration of transcendence of gender to fully integrated ascending being. Thanks to other assistance by friends, all combined to support my re-choosing... and as has always been true my whole life... i find much solace and inspiration from music, and it is that which inspires me now. Our spiritual family here is about mutual support for growth itself, not for or against or towards or from any particular reality, except that we all choose to embrace ascension energetics :-), and we've all chosen to support each other in "growth" itself, with no influence upon each other for what goal of growth the individual may have... i share my experience merely in support of whatever growth you as an individual may be processing.

For me there were two phases of "new" reality... once i had identified and faced honestly the fact of my refusal to live in my circumstances, i was left with a choice point, and with the consequences of such choice. Because we as a spiritual family tend to cross-trigger each other's growth, I'm sharing what I've been through, that it may help you with your version of rebirth.

Ok, so, the first phase beyond: "I'm done with my old reality" was to enter a choice point. As always from my psychic healing tradition, there is nothing more sacred or more important not to influence with outside energies, than a being at their choice point! In my choice point, i was faced with a "minor" issue of rebirth: the choice to live or not, which rarely stands alone, but is usually a part of a bigger question, e.g. "as what?", "how?", "what do you choose to live for?". So i had to contemplate the wholeness of who i am and would become, and whether i had any willingness to be here on the planet.

By now you all know that the outcome of that process was that i chose to live, but i remained in refusal to live in "reality as it was". And so it came to pass, at the higher self level, that an answer to prayers was cocreated, where i had prayed for an alternative reality, and higher self tomril handed me the 8D Angelic crystal faeries Ascension Templates, and said... "this is the answer to your prayers".

i immediately recognized this as my truth, and after a year's preparation in rebirth, i said yes to the new energy patterns / reality, and my "mood" shifted from questioning, to a committed choice of new life, and ever since it's been... "you can either join me on the fast track to ascension, or get out of the way..." because i got no time for any dualistic sillyness from now on... i only have time for 5D-8D Faery sillyness! :-) ROTFLOL! So, um, yeah, yeah, what ya' gettin' at, crystal faery? I'm pointing out that i had to let go of all of my old reality and self definition, and all expectations of myself, either internal or external. So, any or all of this may amount to nothing more than airy fairy illusion, or it may trigger for you a deep journey into your authentic self... the only self we can live, and be happy with.

While ultimately this discovery and commitment to living the authentic life of self is all about our inward journey of self discovery, there is also great benefit from a supportive spiritual family who only cares that you grow to be a better you, but are willing to let you be the chooser of what is "better" for you! :-) And it is with that i return to gratitude for all you wonderful beings I'm able to call friends and thank you for your support of my journey... May the outcome, my new enthusiasm, and the 8D ascension portals I've shared with you all, make life more fun and full of Faery Magick!

Now, IFF the information is correct that the first wave of ascension is approaching in September of 2013, and will complete by 2015-09-27, [yes, that did manifest], then we have to ask ourselves... what life do we choose to live in the world in the body, until we choose to ascend, when, in which wave?

With big huggies and lots of Faery dust, and big Mahalo's to each of my friends who played an integral and important part in this progression, Aloha, celeste of the family of crystal faeries.

2013-06-23.fae
23rd June 2013
[2013-06-23.gathering_place]

Our Kaua'i spiritual community was blessed with a very magical location for our Summer Solstice choral concert on the eve of the Full Moon, Sunday, June 23rd, 18:30HST, just below Kalalea (Anahola Mountain). We enjoyed songs by local Kauai songwriters. While the lyrics were full of love, some specifically invoked particular realities, so i did energy healings and blessings on a variety of energy patterns invoked. The concert ended just minutes before the full moon arose out of the ocean. The view from this location of the rising moon was spectacular!!!

Faery blessings -- celeste


2013-06-25.fae
25th June 2013
[pan's labia lullaby]

We merely change our vibrational aligment from one parallel reality to another... by focus of vibrational intent... focus on the preferred reality. And so as i continue through each day, i find myself noticing so many things, and discerning that they are not of my intent, and therefore, must be released. And, all "roles" which would seem to involve changing anyone else or the world or self, are illusion, and also need to be released. And that just leaves following our bliss.

The skillset of healing someone's consciousness from "broken" to "zero" is a completely different skill set than the skillset of creating positive reality. And this tells me that my rebirth has to involve, releasing my old role as a healer. Bye, done, no more.

Now it's time to be a creator of Faery Magick, joy, happiness. There is only choice in the moment, and so, all my relationships are transformed... to this: "Do you choose to share positive reality / cocreation with me now, yes, or no?" If no, then bye. If yes, then what shall we cocreate now? There is only choice. And all my energy work now is about invoking the highest vibrations I'm able to access, and invoke into "reality", where "reality" is now for me transcendence, and anything below is "history", which is illusion.

And so, I'm ready to share love, on Kaua'i. Learning, knowing, honoring other people's choices, and being joy and light. And all of that adds up to focus... focus upon the postive reality i choose, which is making Kaua'i a haven for fae.

Yesterday i had awareness that i was done creating 8D ascension portals outside of Kaua'i. i have gifted them to all who were close to me energetically but distant physically. i am guided to focus on Kaua'i. And so i continue to move from virtual worlds to Kaua'i.

Even here on Kaua'i, letting go of all healing, teaching, guiding, fixing, roles... and focussing on being and creating and living in joy, play, fun, celebration, clearly it remains my largest kuleana to maintain the large group/area portal over the whole island, and yet i seem called to provide a few localized versions here.

Focus. Priority. Boundaries. Positive Synergistic (Co-)Creation. Think galacticly and act locally. i have no clue how the universe will support my life here, but i am following my passion to make Kaua'i the fae haven of the faes of love.

And all of that is adding up to, or distilling down to... I've done all i can for certain beings, and release them. i have been through my own process of rebirth with all the relationships I've been engaged with.

i am thinking that perhaps I'm a bit more energized to life because my choice is more recent, than many who've been knocking around in bodies for a while, who have not recently visited the choice to live. An integral part of that choice is "live how?", "in what reality?"

Faery blessings -- celeste


2013-06-27.fae
27th June 2013

Aloha dear precious family...

As i continue to "move" all of my dreams and energies from the virtual world of "Greenlands" in Second Life(TM), (now no longer existent there, for the "region" by that name has been completely re-terra-formed into an entirely different reality than it was for the 3+1/2 years if was my virtual home), and as i continue to rebirth and repurpose my life into greater wholeness, i am finding wonderful appreciation for those amazing beings who have shared the journey with me, and especially you who continue to be just insane enough to be my friends :-)

A large part of my recent rebirth, which took over a year, involving change of primary role in life from "teacher" and "healer" to "faery magician", and a deeper integration of transcendence of gender to fully integrated ascending being, was very much summarized in the video by Teal Scott, about TS/TG and Authenticity, and thanks to other assistance by friends, all combined to support my re-choosing... and as has always been true my whole life... i find much solace and inspiration from music, and it is that which inspires me now to share with you, my dear family.

Unlike so many of our birth / blood families whom we choose to incarnate with to trigger specific lessons, our spiritual family here is about mutual support for growth itself, not for or against or towards or from any particular reality, except that we all choose to embrace ascension energetics :-), and we've all chosen to support each other in "growth" itself, with no influence upon each other for what goal of growth the individual may have... i share my experience merely in support of whatever growth you as an individual may be processing...

For me there were two phases of "new" reality... once i had identified and faced honestly the fact of my refusal to live in my circumstances, i was left with a choice point, and with the consequences of such choice. Because we as a spiritual family tend to cross-trigger each other's growth, I'm sharing what I've been through in the hope it may help you with your version of rebirth.

Ok, so, the first phase beyond: "I'm done with my old reality" was to enter a choice point. There is nothing more sacred or more important not to influence with outside energies, than a being at their choice point! In my choice point, i was faced with a minor issue of rebirth: the choice to live or not, which rarely stands alone, but is usually a part of a bigger question, e.g. "as what?"

As i spent months in the choice point, clearing my 2-year old's unconditional refusal, i came into an awareness of not just choosing "to live" versus "to die", but, also, "to live as ___???". As always, the universe provided me with my musical background for my process, and i found myself running a particular snippet of music yuna-live_your_life looping infinitely. Essential elements of the lyrics were: "Live if you really want to"... and i was deep in contemplation of whether I actually wanted to live at all!?! And of course, since there was an ego involved, what were the attached conditions? Anyhow, this is actually the main focus of what i intend to share here now, a trigger of, "what do you choose to live for?", as it was for me. As i remind you, i came from the place of a 2-year old refusal to live at all in life as it was, in reality as it was... and so i had to contemplate the wholeness of who i am and would become, and whether i had any willingness to be here on the planet.

By now you all know that the outcome of that process was that i chose to live, but i remained in refusal to live in "reality as it is". And so it came to pass, that i cocreated at the higher self level, an answer to prayers for an alternative reality, and higher self handed me the 8D Angelic Crystal Faeries Ascension Templates, and said... "this is the answer to your prayers"...

i immediately recognized this as my truth, and after a year's preparation in rebirth, i said yes to the new energy patterns / reality, and my "mood" shifted from questioning, to a committed choice of new life: Capital_Kings-i_Feel_So_Alive and ever since it's been... "excuse me... you can either join me on the fast track to ascension, or get out of the way.... 'cause i got no time for any 3D sillyness from now on... i only have time for 4D-8D Faery sillyness! :-) "
ROTFLOL! So, um, yeah, yeah, what ya' gettin' at, Crystal Faery?
Well, I'm pointing out that i had to let go of all of my olde reality and self definition, and all expectations of myself, either internal or external... and that process for me was facilitated by Yuna's song. So, any or all of this may amount to nothing more than airy fairy illusion, or it may trigger for you a deep journey into your authentic self... the only self you can live and be happy with... and so i also relink to Teal's video on living your authentic life.

...and...

i remind you that while ultimately this discovery and commitment to living the authentic life of self is all about your inward journey of self discovery, there is also great benefit from a supportive spiritual family who only cares that you grow to be a better you, but are willing to let you be the chooser of what is "better" for you! :-) And it is with that that i return to gratitude for all you wonderful beings I'm able to call friends and thank you for your support of my journey... i hope that the outcome, my new enthusiasm, and the 8D ascension portals I've shared with you all, will make life more fun and full of Faery Magick!

And, as is evidenced in the Capital Kings i Feel so Alive video / lyrics... i gave it all away... the olde me... was a key... and back to Yuna... don't ever try to dismiss yourself, because you don't have to, find your life, don't hide from what you are, rise before you fall, and rise to something more, and live if you really want to!

We have to ask ourselves... what life do we choose to live in the world in the body, until we choose to ascend, when, in which wave?

Yeah, it probably takes a little more "know thyself" than "shall i have chamomile or chai tea this morning?" :-)

With big huggies and lots of Faery dust, and big Mahalo's to my friends, Aloha, celeste



> Feed: Transcending the Matrix Control System - Alien Agenda - Metaphysics - Gnosis - Science
> Title: Five Critical Human Weaknesses
> Author: TOM MONTALK
> Date: Thu, 27 Jun 2013 08:18:10 -1000
 
Transcript
 
Why does history keep repeating itself? Why cant mankind get its act together 
and put an end to physical, financial, and spiritual slavery? Maybe its because 
every attempted solution has failed to address some very fundamental human 
weaknesses. Until these critical flaws are overcome, change will remain 
superficial as the old problems keep resurfacing. 
 
The first weakness is that our perception is limited to only the five physical 
senses. In being unable to see anything beyond the material universe, we are 
lured into emulating its ways, into acting like animals or machines even though 
at the core we are spirit. 
 
It also blinds us from seeing our occult enemies and the nonphysical control 
structures and energies that they employ. Like an iceberg, most of the Matrix 
Control System is hidden from view. For that reason, humans are like puppets 
being pulled by invisible strings. 
 
Sooner or later, mankind must develop clairvoyant powers. Through proper 
esoteric training, it will become possible to perform miraculous healing, remote
viewing, psychic self-defense, perception and removal of etheric parasites, 
precognition, telekinesis, probability influencing, telepathy, and quick 
detection of agent saboteurs. Imagine how significantly this would level the 
playing field. If we could see beyond the flesh, it would be game over for those
psychopaths driven by alien and demonic forces. 
 
But for now, mainstream institutions don't even believe in extrasensory 
perception, let alone try to develop it. You never hear it mentioned by social 
or political movements either, which goes to show just how deeply our society 
has been had by the Control System.
 
Our second weakness stems from science staying firmly in the realm of physical 
matter, physical energy, 3D space, and linear time. This holds back the 
necessary revolutions in technology that would overcome scarcity and 
environmental destruction. Our primitive technology also makes Earth physically 
defenseless against alien forces, giving them the strategic upper hand. 
 
Therefore we must move toward a higher type of science that makes use of 
energies and principles still unexplored by the orthodox. Examples include 
scalar physics and demiurgic technology, which employ zero point energy, 
longitudinal electromagnetic waves, force-free gauge potentials, and etheric 
energy to accomplish the seemingly impossible. They would allow for free energy,
antigravity, invisibility, and time travel. Without such technology, the human 
race will continue being preoccupied with physical survival, competition over 
dwindling resources, and dependence on the few who control these resources. 
 
Our third weakness is ego, the mental parasite that keeps us emotionally 
invested in the Matrix. It is a foreign installation, grafted upon the soul 
through genetic imprinting and social conditioning. Ego functions as a mortal 
personality worn by spirit in order to operate smoothly within the Matrix, 
though at the risk of getting lost within it. When Spirit, the core of our 
being, over-identifies with Ego, it takes on its weaknesses and forgets its own 
purpose. The rider then becomes the horse and can be easily lead by the reigns. 
So long as the Ego rules our choices, we will always be acting in ways that 
reinforce the Matrix.
 
We must overcome the tyranny of the Ego and establish a personal connection with
Spirit, with the Higher Self. This can be done by recognizing what stems from 
the Ego, what stems from the Higher Self, and through discipline and 
introspection always following the higher. Through consistent identification 
with the higher, it grows in influence over the lower. It becomes more firmly 
anchored within us until igniting like a star into full manifestation. We can 
augment that process through a cultivation of intuition, meaningful dreams, 
synchronicity, and deep contemplation. We can increase the clarity of the 
connection by nurturing noble feelings such as compassion, beauty, 
understanding, love and empathy. Without a connection to Spirit, we remain 
wanderers without compasses and lamps without fire, lost in the darkness as so 
many currently are.
 
The fourth weakness is ignorance, stupidity, and naivete', which keep us from 
making informed decisions. Deception succeeds only when invited in by lack of 
awareness. Mankinds' problem is not so much the forces who seek to control it, 
but the scourge of public ignorance that sustains and regenerates these forces,
[well fostered by ward-of-the-state parents who can't be bothered to educate
their own offspring, and instead send them for BrainWashing in the Public
[School Fool] System].
 
Therefore we must increase awareness through a combination of study, 
observation, experience, contemplation, and most of all revelation. This 
requires a deep love for truth and learning. We must train our intellects 
without compromise and become very familiar with logical fallacies and the 
spiritual warfare strategies used against us. The intellect is not something to 
throw away in favor of the heart, rather both should be developed in parallel 
and brought to perfection. The more informed we are, the smarter our decisions. 
And the smarter our decisions, the better our future. 
 
And the fifth weakness is humanity's unquestioned faith in consensus reality. 
Consensus reality is the way mainstream society perceives the world, the way it 
works, what every individual must do to survive in it, what is permissible and 
what is impossible. It is the map drawn by the Matrix to chart our course 
through life. We are taught to assume that the rules and limitations of the many
apply to us without exception. [ooopsss...] [celeste far too often has said:
"I'm tired of people telling me what i can't do!]
 
We must [quantum] disentangle ourselves from consensus reality.
This will only happen when we begin living by the principles of
a secret divine reality that exists around and within us.
Which jurisdiction you enter depends on where you are positioned
on the sliding scale between Ego and the Higher divine Self.
It depends on where you place
your       root assumptions,
your emotional center point, or
your mental  dwelling point.
By entering the jurisdiction of the higher, we overcome the 
authority of the lower. What the mainstream deems foolish, risky, or impossible 
then becomes the norm. Anomalies and miracles become the new reality.
The only way to beat a rigged game is to play by a different set of rules. 
 
These unquestioned vulnerabilities all stem from the same fundamental problem, 
that of spirit being overcome by the darkness of the material universe. The 
transcendence we seek is not about escape and avoidance, it is about the mastery
of the higher over the lower. The real solutions are rooted in the "above" 
whereas the weaknesses arise from "below." We cannot defeat the "below" using 
only the tools and methods of the "below." Attempting to do so merely replaces 
one Control System with another. And that is why all human revolutions, social 
experiments, and utopian attempts have failed, for they have ignored the 
fundamental problems I have outlined.
 
These weaknesses reinforce each other. Where three are overcome, the other two 
eventually produce defeat. All must be overcome together if mankind is to 
permanently secure its freedom. If the human race as a whole cannot do it, maybe
the rest of us can. We shall accomplish it through the mastery of spirit over 
the mind, and mind over matter. 

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