crystalfaeries

i stand at the cross-roads of two intersecting time-lines, one the obsolete parallel-reality which i am completing with, (under repeated guidance to cease all perfecting of old time-lines), and the other the incoming new reality of appropriateness and thriving. This, then, is an excercise in clarifying the change, both for myself, and definitionally for anyone who wishes to transition with me... because those of my old reality who either wish to hold on to the old me, or are unwilling to embrace the new me and my new reality, must exit my life totally and completely. When realities are mutually exclusive, one has to be absolutely willing to, (forcibly if necessary), separate from the old reality, in order that the new one may fully manifest.

There came a point in my spiritual growth back in 1995 when i found myself being limited by the collective entities of Boulder, Colorado, because i was making a quantum leap the collective was not ready to make with me. Because they had a contract of shared reality, and that contract specified that if you lived in the geographical area, you must spiritually join the spiritual collective there, they were in fact sabotaging my spiritual growth so that they could remain in denial and non-growth. Upon this coming to light in a shared session where i was psychicly reading myself and another psychic i had trained with was also reading my situation, it became obvious that i had to make a choice to either sacrifice my spiritual growth, or leave Boulder, Colorado. It took only a second for me to emphatically declare, consistent with my decade of spiritual training and practice, "I shall never allow any entity to stand in the way of my spiritual growth!"

The next step was a query: "Then, to where shall i move?"
Simultaneously on our shared phone call between Boulder and Berkeley, we both said: "Hawai'i!"
Now this was a total surprise, for, i had never been to Hawai'i, nor ever contemplated that i would do so in this incarnation!

On 1995-06-08 i flew on a one-way ticket with 5 suitcases and no reservations, landing in Honolulu, and upon walking down the stairway disembarking the airplane, upon the instant of my foot touching the tarmac, i received the spiritually sourced message:

"You shall never leave the islands, though you may move between them."

On the last day of 1999 August, i arrived on Kaua'i, where i have been ever since, knowing this as my Lemurian home from past lives. When my foot first touched the land, disembarking the airplane i travelled on, my higher-self Tomril said: "You will never leave this island except by [a]scension."

On 2015-05-06 i arrived in Kilauea, completing my time in Kapa'a.
This was another departure from a collective reality i had outgrown.

And here i am in K-town, shifting time-lines yet another time... without a physical move, but definitely experiencing a shift of consciousness and reality.
This is actually the completion of my move from Kapa'a to Kilauea, from duality to nondual life.

i have been in the process of discerning who is unwilling to honor my new reality, and the necessity of forcibly evicting them from my new life, i.e., which alleged "friends" from my time in Kapa'a, i must completely and totally separate from, because either their will or their chosen reality is mutually exclusive with my new reality. This process is completing with the completion of the year, as of winter solstice.

Just as i have been forced to set boundaries about what is appropriate in my new reality with "friends", i have also had to forcibly confront those for whom i have been ministering, or those who have been approaching me anew seeking my ministerial facilitation, as to what i shall or not offer or share with them, for this also has changed.

As is typical of such transitions, the universe offers us multiple examples of both the old and new reality, in order to test our commitment to any given reality. It has been a test of my ability to set boundaries of appropriateness, and not override them with too much compassion and caring for others. It becomes increasingly clear that, despite a lifetime of Mercurial facility of left-brained wordiness, i am very much moving into right-brained symbolic imagery, and even more so, into music and sound healing, to replace my previous modalities of healing practice.