Often, when we are on the cutting-edge of reality, doing brand-new things, then spirit does not have much experience to draw from in giving guidance, and therefore wisely remains silent, leaving us to tune-into our heart's passion to find what is our own motivation, what makes our heart happy, and what makes our face smile... and to pursue the course of action which in this moment easily flows for us as we "do" the creation of our passion.
celeste I'm ready Now to be in my preferred reality. celeste 'You must commit totally to your chosen new reality.' celeste I'm doing my best to burn all bridges celeste to any reality but the one of my truth. a_friend i support everyone in their choices whatever they are. celeste Then i choose to remanifest as a beautiful faery girl right now! a_friend Maybe part of this is about being happy as we are, a_friend growing, changing, manifesting and transforming as we progress. a_friend Things have gotten easier to deal with a_friend in this reality the less i have resisted it. a_friend For resisting only makes that which you resist grow stronger. celeste Yes. i shall attain guidance from my higher self now. tomril 'You have Only to surrender and allow, tomril that is the Only path open to you.' a_friend Ohhh. LOL. a_friend That is why i was getting the push a_friend about going back to your i Am presence. a_friend If God is Love and Love is unconditional a_friend and when we allow the Greater Will to direct us, a_friend would It choose anything for Us a_friend that would Not be for the greater good of all? celeste Ahhhh.... so please explain how the greater good of all celeste is served by my suffering? celeste i beleive the greater good is served by me being in joy. celeste So the all should help me manifest my joyful reality. celeste Then i can serve it better. Yes? a_friend 1 is with All. a_friend it is within All. celeste All one = alone. a_friend And do you contain All possibilities? celeste No, only the one does. celeste i can only have one parallel reality at a time. celeste The one is all realities in summation. celeste Why may i not leave this body and reincarnate? celeste Why is that not an acceptable choice? celeste i don't know why I'm kept in this prison. a_friend Ask your higher self? a_friend Ask your Higher Self why you can not leave this body? celeste Asking... tomril 'You must stay in body to allow yourself tomril to be of service to others. a_friend Interesting. a_friend How are you to be of service when a_friend you are unhappy that you are in this body? celeste Exactly. a_friend Ask of your Higher Self: a_friend 'how are you to be of service when you are unhappy a_friend that you are in this body?' celeste Yes, asking now... tomril 'You cannot be of service when you are unhappy.' celeste I'm willing to be of service in joy and love and light. tomril 'It is a contract you have entered to pay a debt.' celeste 'How can this debt be completed?' tomril 'Only by completing ascension.' celeste 'In this body Only?' tomril 'Yes.' celeste 'Why?' tomril 'Those details of the contract will not be revealed to you tomril at this time.' celeste i have no choice, get over it. a_friend Ok so you know that. a_friend Ask your higher self: 'is free will an illusion?' celeste 'It is for me due to the contract I'm in.' a_friend Yes i know. celeste But that is frustrating i cannot know the contract I'm in. a_friend i am reading that it answered that a_friend it wouldn't reveal the conditions of the contract a_friend that you are in to You. celeste There have always been hidden things I'm not allowed to see. celeste Would like to get to bottom line and get on with life working. a_friend So it goes back to what i was saying earlier, a_friend you're stuck with what you got, a_friend you gotta accept and love as you are to move on. celeste Yes. a_friend As am I celeste Under some occulted contract to pay an unknown debt. a_friend Ask higher self, a_friend "How may you pay off said debt within this body a_friend to fulfill your contract?" :) a_friend Stick with me on this line of question hun, seriously celeste Asking... tomril "Be of service to those ascending." a_friend Ah Ha! celeste Well, that's what I've been doing with the crystal faeries, celeste and that's why i need the new house now. a_friend Are these conditions of this contract 3rd dimensional? celeste So higher self better deliver it. a_friend Yes. celeste Will ask... a_friend Yes yes... Nods. celeste Well this is fun, celeste my model of existence is 12 dimensions celeste with oneness at 12 and everything under that, celeste and the contract is at dimension 18, celeste so just as i had thought, celeste the 12th dimensional "god" celeste is a fraudulent construct celeste occupied by entities playing the role, celeste but not really what they claim to be. celeste Thank you so much for working this with me, celeste so much truth is coming out!