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As i search for the words to express both the look and feel of the energies we are experiencing, we are very much tending to the metaphor of the great turbulence of water resulting from the collision of two ocean waves coming from different directions. This feels to be the effect, the chaotic turbulence, rather nebulous and undefined, versus the previously experienced creative sharp conflicts of the intersections of incompatible time-lines producing a time-node, and is perhaps what was presaged by the Hathors. Of course, our 6 planets in retrograde motion, leave us in that sense of unresolved swirly energies, where we are given the opportunity to pay attention and use very conscious discernment in sorting everything, as either feeling in harmony with our deepest essence and to be integrated, or as feeling foreign to us and to be separated from. Succinctly, it's time for focussed intentional alignment with either the ascending or the descending densities. We can have compassion for those struggling with the conflicts within duality, but that reality is the natural outcome of their attachments to some polarity, and short of their being willing to release the whole of duality, they will wind up stuck in it. Being unwilling to let go of ascended reality, we have limited ability to share their mutually exclusive reality, so, we have become willing to let go of all of them, completely. Some realities are mutually exclusive, completely. Free will choice is completely honored. Love is unconditional. There are so many dualistic illusions being offered now! Without effective boundaries it would become easy to get lost in all those external energies. With effective boundaries i may enter the pure sanctuary of my soul. i shall return to my focus upon activating my own DNA to better express my soul essence.
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Aloha, you divine perfect goddess! You are the perfect you when you relax into the state of being, when you are not trying, and not doing. You can always come back to that core essence of who you are, as i say, anytime, anywhere... "Excuse me, i gotta go bathroom!", even in a public place, go sit in the stall and meditate for 5 minutes, breathe deeply, and completely accept yourself as you are here now... "I love me!", then you can reapproach whoever you had been with, and quickly assess: Are they expressing love to me, of me, here now? If not, they're requesting love, and if it's not appropriate in the moment to caretake them, say goodbye and leave, and if it is appropriate in your heart / soul to now caretake them, offer a hug. Never try to change them. If they are being loving, then the next question is: "What shall we cocreate in love?" What are you enthused to share? Are those compatible? If not, say goodbye... as either it's not the right time or it's not the right people for your present passions / projects. Better to be alone fully aligned and appropriate, than to sell out just to stay connected with them. They will change, you will change, the planetary energies change... later, check in with them again... do we now have aligned will? goals? passions? interests? OOoohh! let's share those now!
Your life purpose is to discover your true passions and pleasures. That is an "in the now" "of the now" thing. Any time you try to nail it down, get a guarantee, and have a single life-long answer, it's pretty well guaranteed to become inappropriate at some time, because we are ever-growing ever-changing beings. So, anything other than that as a goal will eventually fail. Say what? My goal is to be myself in the moment, knowing that is ever changing, and that, i don't need to try to be more perfect, because i follow my higher-self's guidance of the moment, (my feelings of joy), which automagically guide my path to that!
So if you're all happy and giggly, you're a complete success! If not happy, you're trying to be something you're not. Ouch!
May 06 09:31HST New Moon influences are strongest within the orb of plus and minus 15 minutes. Make your own little half-hour long ritual... to consciously focus on letting go of the old you, let the old you and her ways and beliefs die. In her place by the end of half hour, you are reborn, a new you... already perfect, flowing in the moment, just being yourself in each moment, unpredictable, unknowable, just flowing in the joy of the moment... perfectly perfect in the perfection of staying in the now of fully accepting yourself and your circumstances, while... following your passion of the moment, while... intending the reality you prefer, whether or not it is presently manifest around you... remembering that what is manifest around you, is a delayed mirror, a mirror of hat you previously vibrated, and that it (usually) takes some time for the image in the mirror, to "catch-up with" who you are being now, the perfect goddess who loves herself perfectly in the here now :-)