original_sin 2021-12-19 16:52:12 -1000

[Earthly Religions]

Let us immediately dispense with any precepts about "original sin" you have been programmed with by Ea-Rth-ly "religions", as we choose not to address those perceptions, instead speaking only of our own direct experience.

Once upon a time before the big bang, there was naught but "i am", and she was all that is.
She was the original Gnostic, seeking to know herself:

She split herself, much like a jigsaw puzzle, into umpty-gazillion shards, giving each one of them sovereign free will, restricted by the prime directive: "destroy not what others create.", and what she asked in return for feeding you infinite source energy is, "share with me your experiences of existence":

and thereby she the big-picture of the jigsaw-puzzle whole-o-gram learns shard by shard "who and what am i".

8 shards drew together, each as the original whole, with the Gnostic agenda: "Know Thyself"

Over time they precipitated downward into crystaline manifestation, sharing energies and knowing.

Eventually the shard we call Tomril made a choice which resulted in the extinction of 4, leaving 4.
After some more time Tomril and another spirit migrated in lightbody to Ishnaa.

Tomril chose to create more shards/spirits/souls by splitting self, much as the original Creatrix had done, producing 8 souls.

It was discovered that the morphogenetic field of planet Ishnaa contained a template for an androgynous proto-mankind, and this form was the one used for embodiment on Ishnaa.

The non-Tomril ishnaan embodied twice, in-between being light-body only, to recover her self knowing, after getting lost in the embodiment's details.

The Ishnaan children of Tomril embodied.
One of them, Artemis, experimented with some technology seeking to reproduce, and instead had damage to their soul/spirit, and two Ishnaans were destroyed.

The non-Tomril Ishnaan and one Ishnaan split of Tomril remained on Ishnaa in light-body "form", while the rest migrated to Ea-Rth.

Tomril in the Ea-Rthly realm split again, this time producing 144 souls, 2 of which were destroyed. This generation is the crystalfaeries.

Presently there are only 3 embodied in physical form on Ea-Rth / Gaia / Tara, each of the Ishnaa generation of Tomril, each working on ascending their body and their land of domicil:

celeste, working on ascension, kept complaining to Tomril about the suffering being experienced while continuing 30 years of obeying her higher-self.

In a flash of insight triggered by soul-communion with the non-Tomril Ishnaan, celeste found it appropriate to step out from under Tomril to directly connect with source, with no intervening anything, celeste realized that Tomril had gotten stuck in self-judgment / self-punishment, (experienced by feeling the emotions of the 3 Ishnaans incarnate on Ea-Rth, Tomril had directed into various suffering situations).

celeste called upon Tomril to confess to the entire family, and forgive self, at a meeting in 8D ascended Kaua'i. Tomril did so, and the entire family forgave Tomril. The non-Tomril Ishnaan, present in communion with celeste, soon found herself drawn to return to Ishnaa and bring the healing to the only Ishnaan who wasn't present for the family meeting, who likewise was sitting in self-deprecation for having caused the loss of 2 Ishnaans.

celeste healed the hole in Artemis's heart/soul from the technology by time-travelling in the akashic records to the point before the destruction to retrieve a copy of her whole soul, which she then integrated.

Now the forgiveness was complete... Tomril and Artemis of their actual errors, and the rest of us, children of Tomril, released what was in us, which was in Tomril still at each split, the unhealed self-judgment, we realized was not our actual error, but Tomril's, and so we all arrived at a state of being forgiven, by others and our selves. For celeste this produced an abiding soul peace not previously known.

One of the most difficult of lessons operating harmlessly as an all-powerful creator/creatrix is achieving the level of competence to unhesitatingly wield ones' full power, without fear of consequences, fear of mistakes, errors, misperceptions, etc.

celeste finally removed her self-limiting programming, accepted in psychic training starting back in 1985, that she could not wield in self-interest, the same level of power she could wield to benefit others... a self protective healers'-credo to limit damage should one lose control of ones' ego which might then wield the full power unrighteously.

Upon query, Christ answered that his primary realm is 18D.
In conversations with Christ, in which celeste acquired copies of the akashic records of his ascension, (added to Kaua'i / Lemuria quartz crystal akashic records), he assured celeste that indeed her ascension was "already done" in the appropriate parallel-reality time-line 8D realms, and that she merely needed to patiently await the biology to "catch up".

celeste has been a regular at "The Inter-Galactic Court of the Lords of Karma" applying her karma-healing skills to the whole family of Ishnaans and CrystalFaeries, (taking responsibility for their karma if any), and none of this had shown up on their RADAR, because all of it was internal beliefs, not karma with other spirits/souls/shards.

Translating all those words into music:
Kathy Zavada-Find Yourself + "It's Amazing"

Faery blessings -- celeste