2021-10-30 SaturnDay's numerology: 9 Hermit Overcoming Obstacles to Growth: Discipline, inner higher knowledge, the eternal seeker
Today i opportunistically observed a very polarized masculine male,
querried regards to his parenting "duties", he clarified that
the little girl he was attending was the child of his "girlfriend",
versus his own child, a boy (not present for observation). The question was
about the difficulties of "raising" a boy versus a girl.
He said nothing of difficulty, but rather responded with
his observations of their focus of attention:
the very young girl is "very smart",
(and thus is more of a mental challenge), whereas
his own son is very focussed upon physical matters,
like building blocks, or other physical activities,
versus any focus upon mental activity.
Variety is the spice of life.
Tonight is party night for some of the peeps...
whereas i went to sleep early with the sun down.
Trance-dance music is the consciousness binding
together the locals, as the mating dance goes on,
and i cognize that it is not my age according to
the number of orbits this body has made 'round Sol,
but my consciousness of my own eternal life in spirit,
and my awareness of our soul family's creativity
and loving nature which is so far beyond humanity
as expressed upon "Ea-Rth", that leaves me
completely at peace with not being in the mainstream of
masked corpse-orations of Mammon dancing as "the dead".
I'm not inspired by the energies of Saturn, the dark sun,
the black qube, and eternal warfare of Mammonites,
so clearly stuck in service-to-self and competition.
Even though i be alone, i prefer love, light, and truth,
for the good of all, harm none, and
the integrated consciousness of our soul family,
the beauty and sensitivity of our feminine balance,
the simplicity of unconditionally loving nurturance.
Eeek! trance turned to rap...