![[Lisa Thiel Fairy]](/imgs/faeries/landscape/lisa_thiel.023.png)
Fluttering in the caress of the breeze
at the boundary of Gaia and water,
the gentleness of peaceful nature
soothes my soul.
Recent local weather has been tumultuous,
and has been but the physical manifestation
of aethric turbulance and astral triggering
for the clearing of any held emotions to be released.
For me the intensity of angst has been unbearable:
an acute feeling of anxiety about the disharmony in the world and
about insufficient individual freedom to change individual manifestation.
The pain of the awareness of incongruity, non-integrity, and non-purity
is more than i can bear, and yet
tomril insists i must continue on the ascension path,
that reaching the state of full ascension is the solution to everything,
whereupon i demand that process be
sped-up as much as possible,
and the only guidance i receive any more for myself
is to keep my vibration as high as possible,
that there is no "doing" to do,
that there is nothing to "release",
and nothing I'm lacking, to "get";
just surrender to the process and its timing.
And yet just being here in this body is excrutiatingly unbearable,
despite the alleged "fact" that its
DNA
is the key to my ascension.