Mirror, mirror, of "reality", who's the fairiest of them all?
The negative ego tells us: "Anyone but you."
The superior ego tells us: "You are."
There is only one of us "here", each one of us alone in their own virtual reality, making mock-ups of others, to represent the others, but slightly different, and then scripted by us to play the roles, we need them to play for us, in order to learn about ourselves, by exploring our preferences, as we experience contrast.
The three big
beliefs
we accumulate from childhood are:
I'm not {deserving,lovable,good_enough}.
Then we spend most of our lives playing out those in relationships.
That is the negative ego reality.
Maybe, along the way, we learn to
beleive that
i am {deserving,lovable,good_enough}.
Then we spend the rest of our life playing out those in relationships.
We may make that a superior ego reality. Welcome to the patriarchal illuminati cabal.
Or, we may make it beyond ego to authentic spirituality,
where we are neither less than nor more than others.
Others? they're just the illusions we created to learn from.
Unless, of course, you subscribe to Buddhism, then:
Me? I'm just an illusion my ego created, only the one is real.
OK, faery girl, where are you leading with all this? To ascension, of course. Beyond negative or superior ego, or their manifestations of sacrificial servitude as one of the oppressed commoners, or their manifestations of superior ruling class as one of the oppressors of the commoners, to the oneness consciousness of spirit existing in love as reality.
As we have been experiencing the solar-lunar opposition of yang vs yin energies, relationships have been erupting out of harmony and loving cocreation, to opposition and separation, as I've been recently counseling and blogging. This happens of course, both between "individuals" in their relationships with each other, and internally between our own inner yang and yin, or our animus and anima.
OK, faery girl, where are you leading with all this? The extant patriarchy is failing... globally. From the boardroom through the boredroom to the bedroom. It isn't working for men or for women, and certainly not for the androgynous. Therefore, with strong triggerings, as we are soon approaching astrologically or astroillogically, there will be great disruption of what was, producing chaos, which is an opportunity, out of which we have to make choices.
The illumanity's: "Ordo ab chao" translates as "order out of chaos", a game they're used to ruling, by producing the chaos via global war, and giving us the order they wish us to choose to have, a fear based dependence upon "the gods" to "solve our problems for us", i.e. a bigger government and more totalitarian surveillance and control. The alternative correlated with ascension, is that the order we each take self responsiblity to choose and create, is quite simply the alignment of our conscious self, with our own higher self, in fact their integration, which we've been calling "ascension of consciousness to the higher self level", but which is equally the "descension of higher self consciousness fully into a body". This could also be spoken of as "piercing the veil", achieving "enlightenment", which is fully embodying the light of spirit, a process greatly facilitated by the harmonic convergence (and the harmonica virgins :-) of our "lower" (frequency) "physical" reality up to the realms previously known separately as the astral realms.
OK, faery girl, where are you leading with all this?
Well, I'm witnessing a lot of relationships on the verge of destruction, divorce, death.
They are the local obvious version of both the internal changes within the invidivual,
and of those going on at the scale of society itself.
It is time for the goddess to be liberated from the oppression of the patriarchy.
And that patriarchy is a construct of the powers that were, the cabal,
the "higher" realm beings we're going to have a lot more conscious interaction with,
and whom we are neither to continue worshiping as the false gods we've let them pretend to be,
nor to be slain in punishment for our aeons of slavery and abuse at their hands.
It's just time to giggle at the entire game,
and conclude, as in War Games:
"An interesting game; the only winning move is not to play."
The order we need to have emerge out of the chaos, is
ahimsa, or the even more positive form known as
aloha.
This is not chaos produced by anarchy,
but anarchy built out of chaos,
a realization on the individual level
that we are all one,
there are none either over nor under us,
and we all choose to self-govern as
self-responsible co-creators of
Gaia.
As for my own unique path,
i am called to focus on
New-Kaua'i,
and even more specifically upon
New-Kilauea.