Aloha dear precious family...
As i continue to "move" all of my dreams and energies from the virtual world of "Greenlands" in Second Life(TM), (now no longer existent there, for the "region" by that name has been completely re-terra-formed into an entirely different reality than it was for the 3+1/2 years if was my virtual home), and as i continue to rebirth and repurpose my life into greater wholeness, i am finding wonderful appreciation for those amazing beings who have shared the journey with me, and especially you who continue to be just insane enough to be my friends :-)
A large part of my recent rebirth, which took over a year, involving change of primary role in life from "teacher" and "healer" to "faery magician", and a deeper integration of transcendence of gender to fully integrated ascending being, was very much summarized in the video by Teal Scott, about TS/TG and Authenticity, and thanks to other assistance by friends, all combined to support my re-choosing... and as has always been true my whole life... i find much solace and inspiration from music, and it is that which inspires me now to share with you, my dear family.
Unlike so many of our birth / blood families whom we choose to incarnate with to trigger specific lessons, our spiritual family here is about mutual support for growth itself, not for or against or towards or from any particular reality, except that we all choose to embrace ascension energetics :-), and we've all chosen to support each other in "growth" itself, with no influence upon each other for what goal of growth the individual may have... i share my experience merely in support of whatever growth you as an individual may be processing...
For me there were two phases of "new" reality... once i had identified and faced honestly the fact of my refusal to live in my circumstances, i was left with a choice point, and with the consequences of such choice. Because we as a spiritual family tend to cross-trigger each other's growth, I'm sharing what I've been through in the hope it may help you with your version of rebirth.
Ok, so, the first phase beyond: "I'm done with my old reality" was to enter a choice point. There is nothing more sacred or more important not to influence with outside energies, than a being at their choice point! In my choice point, i was faced with a minor issue of rebirth: the choice to live or not, which rarely stands alone, but is usually a part of a bigger question, e.g. "as what?"
As i spent months in the choice point, clearing my 2-year old's unconditional refusal, i came into an awareness of not just choosing "to live" versus "to die", but, also, "to live as ___???". As always, the universe provided me with my musical background for my process, and i found myself running a particular snippet of music yuna-live_your_life looping infinitely. Essential elements of the lyrics were: "Live if you really want to"... and i was deep in contemplation of whether I actually wanted to live at all!?! And of course, since there was an ego involved, what were the attached conditions? Anyhow, this is actually the main focus of what i intend to share here now, a trigger of, "what do you choose to live for?", as it was for me. As i remind you, i came from the place of a 2-year old refusal to live at all in life as it was, in reality as it was... and so i had to contemplate the wholeness of who i am and would become, and whether i had any willingness to be here on the planet.
By now you all know that the outcome of that process was that i chose to live, but i remained in refusal to live in "reality as it is". And so it came to pass, that i cocreated at the higher self level, an answer to prayers for an alternative reality, and higher self handed me the 8D Angelic Crystal Faeries Ascension Templates, and said... "this is the answer to your prayers"...
i immediately recognized this as my truth,
and after a year's preparation in rebirth,
i said yes to the new energy patterns / reality,
and my "mood" shifted from questioning,
to a committed choice of new life:
Capital_Kings-i_Feel_So_Alive
and ever since it's been...
"excuse me...
you can either join me on the fast track to ascension,
or get out of the way....
'cause i got no time for any 3D sillyness from now on...
i only have time for 4D-8D Faery sillyness! :-) "
ROTFLOL!
So, um, yeah, yeah, what ya' gettin' at, Crystal Faery?
Well,
I'm pointing out that i had to let go of all
of my olde reality and self definition,
and all expectations of myself,
either internal or external...
and that process for me was facilitated by Yuna's song.
So,
any or all of this may amount to nothing more than airy fairy illusion,
or it may trigger for you a deep journey into your authentic self...
the only self you can live and be happy with...
and so i also relink to
Teal's video on living your authentic life.
...and...
i remind you that while ultimately this discovery and commitment to living the authentic life of self is all about your inward journey of self discovery, there is also great benefit from a supportive spiritual family who only cares that you grow to be a better you, but are willing to let you be the chooser of what is "better" for you! :-) And it is with that that i return to gratitude for all you wonderful beings I'm able to call friends and thank you for your support of my journey... i hope that the outcome, my new enthusiasm, and the 8D ascension portals I've shared with you all, will make life more fun and full of Faery Magick!
And, as is evidenced in the Capital Kings i Feel so Alive video / lyrics... i gave it all away... the olde me... was a key... and back to Yuna... don't ever try to dismiss yourself, because you don't have to, find your life, don't hide from what you are, rise before you fall, and rise to something more, and live if you really want to!
We have to ask ourselves... what life do we choose to live in the world in the body, until we choose to ascend, when, in which wave?
Yeah, it probably takes a little more "know thyself" than "shall i have chamomile or chai tea this morning?" :-)
With big huggies and lots of Faery dust, and big Mahalo's to my friends, Aloha, celeste
> Feed: Transcending the Matrix Control System - Alien Agenda - Metaphysics - Gnosis - Science > Title: Five Critical Human Weaknesses > Author: TOM MONTALK > Date: Thu, 27 Jun 2013 08:18:10 -1000 Transcript Why does history keep repeating itself? Why cant mankind get its act together and put an end to physical, financial, and spiritual slavery? Maybe its because every attempted solution has failed to address some very fundamental human weaknesses. Until these critical flaws are overcome, change will remain superficial as the old problems keep resurfacing. The first weakness is that our perception is limited to only the five physical senses. In being unable to see anything beyond the material universe, we are lured into emulating its ways, into acting like animals or machines even though at the core we are spirit. It also blinds us from seeing our occult enemies and the nonphysical control structures and energies that they employ. Like an iceberg, most of the Matrix Control System is hidden from view. For that reason, humans are like puppets being pulled by invisible strings. Sooner or later, mankind must develop clairvoyant powers. Through proper esoteric training, it will become possible to perform miraculous healing, remote viewing, psychic self-defense, perception and removal of etheric parasites, precognition, telekinesis, probability influencing, telepathy, and quick detection of agent saboteurs. Imagine how significantly this would level the playing field. If we could see beyond the flesh, it would be game over for those psychopaths driven by alien and demonic forces. But for now, mainstream institutions don't even believe in extrasensory perception, let alone try to develop it. You never hear it mentioned by social or political movements either, which goes to show just how deeply our society has been had by the Control System. Our second weakness stems from science staying firmly in the realm of physical matter, physical energy, 3D space, and linear time. This holds back the necessary revolutions in technology that would overcome scarcity and environmental destruction. Our primitive technology also makes Earth physically defenseless against alien forces, giving them the strategic upper hand. Therefore we must move toward a higher type of science that makes use of energies and principles still unexplored by the orthodox. Examples include scalar physics and demiurgic technology, which employ zero point energy, longitudinal electromagnetic waves, force-free gauge potentials, and etheric energy to accomplish the seemingly impossible. They would allow for free energy, antigravity, invisibility, and time travel. Without such technology, the human race will continue being preoccupied with physical survival, competition over dwindling resources, and dependence on the few who control these resources. Our third weakness is ego, the mental parasite that keeps us emotionally invested in the Matrix. It is a foreign installation, grafted upon the soul through genetic imprinting and social conditioning. Ego functions as a mortal personality worn by spirit in order to operate smoothly within the Matrix, though at the risk of getting lost within it. When Spirit, the core of our being, over-identifies with Ego, it takes on its weaknesses and forgets its own purpose. The rider then becomes the horse and can be easily lead by the reigns. So long as the Ego rules our choices, we will always be acting in ways that reinforce the Matrix. We must overcome the tyranny of the Ego and establish a personal connection with Spirit, with the Higher Self. This can be done by recognizing what stems from the Ego, what stems from the Higher Self, and through discipline and introspection always following the higher. Through consistent identification with the higher, it grows in influence over the lower. It becomes more firmly anchored within us until igniting like a star into full manifestation. We can augment that process through a cultivation of intuition, meaningful dreams, synchronicity, and deep contemplation. We can increase the clarity of the connection by nurturing noble feelings such as compassion, beauty, understanding, love and empathy. Without a connection to Spirit, we remain wanderers without compasses and lamps without fire, lost in the darkness as so many currently are. The fourth weakness is ignorance, stupidity, and naivete', which keep us from making informed decisions. Deception succeeds only when invited in by lack of awareness. Mankinds' problem is not so much the forces who seek to control it, but the scourge of public ignorance that sustains and regenerates these forces, [well fostered by ward-of-the-state parents who can't be bothered to educate their own offspring, and instead send them for BrainWashing in the Public [SchoolFool] System]. Therefore we must increase awareness through a combination of study, observation, experience, contemplation, and most of all revelation. This requires a deep love for truth and learning. We must train our intellects without compromise and become very familiar with logical fallacies and the spiritual warfare strategies used against us. The intellect is not something to throw away in favor of the heart, rather both should be developed in parallel and brought to perfection. The more informed we are, the smarter our decisions. And the smarter our decisions, the better our future. And the fifth weakness is humanity's unquestioned faith in consensus reality. Consensus reality is the way mainstream society perceives the world, the way it works, what every individual must do to survive in it, what is permissible and what is impossible. It is the map drawn by the Matrix to chart our course through life. We are taught to assume that the rules and limitations of the many apply to us without exception. [ooopsss...] [celeste far too often has said: "I'm tired of people telling me what i can't do!] We must [quantum] disentangle ourselves from consensus reality. This will only happen when we begin living by the principles of a secret divine reality that exists around and within us. Which jurisdiction you enter depends on where you are positioned on the sliding scale between Ego and the Higher divine Self. It depends on where you place your root assumptions, your emotional center point, or your mental dwelling point. By entering the jurisdiction of the higher, we overcome the authority of the lower. What the mainstream deems foolish, risky, or impossible then becomes the norm. Anomalies and miracles become the new reality. The only way to beat a rigged game is to play by a different set of rules. These unquestioned vulnerabilities all stem from the same fundamental problem, that of spirit being overcome by the darkness of the material universe. The transcendence we seek is not about escape and avoidance, it is about the mastery of the higher over the lower. The real solutions are rooted in the "above" whereas the weaknesses arise from "below." We cannot defeat the "below" using only the tools and methods of the "below." Attempting to do so merely replaces one Control System with another. And that is why all human revolutions, social experiments, and utopian attempts have failed, for they have ignored the fundamental problems I have outlined. These weaknesses reinforce each other. Where three are overcome, the other two eventually produce defeat. All must be overcome together if mankind is to permanently secure its freedom. If the human race as a whole cannot do it, maybe the rest of us can. We shall accomplish it through the mastery of spirit over the mind, and mind over matter.